I_C_U
08 April 2008, 04:43 PM
I was a Muslim as an child. But I have only prayed 2-3 times in my life and I never felt God. It was more like a routine. At age 12-20 I was an atheist. I hated religion, maybe I was an atheistic militant. At least to some extent I was joking about killing Muslims and Christians.
Then I became interested in Hindu philosophy and studied it just for fun.
I read a little about Kali and I felt my soul scream out to her. I could not control it. It was me but still not like someone else residing in me. She answered, and I felt like a lost child that once again embraces his mother. I was frightened of her the first times. I thought I was going mad I still do but not so much as I used to. Things happened.
Shouldn't go in to detail but she helps me. Saved me from being late/beaten up et c. And I see experience in all things. I learn and I feel her with me all the time. I used to be very afraid all the time but not any more.
That was a little of me and my story. Glad to be here and learn more.
Then I became interested in Hindu philosophy and studied it just for fun.
I read a little about Kali and I felt my soul scream out to her. I could not control it. It was me but still not like someone else residing in me. She answered, and I felt like a lost child that once again embraces his mother. I was frightened of her the first times. I thought I was going mad I still do but not so much as I used to. Things happened.
Shouldn't go in to detail but she helps me. Saved me from being late/beaten up et c. And I see experience in all things. I learn and I feel her with me all the time. I used to be very afraid all the time but not any more.
That was a little of me and my story. Glad to be here and learn more.