Welcome back. Who knows? With an open mind, anything is possible, even in the Divine. Explore, enjoy, and post.
Nice introduction. Looking forward to your posts.
Very good question, mostly we act blindly.
Few forms of divinity require high level of cleanliness than the usual norms.
May be this discussion can help you
namasté & hello,
First and foremost, I do not have the answer to your problems; how things come about