Hi guys,
Coming into this religion, and so into this community, has helped me immensely, but it is still difficult for me to stay happy and peaceful at times. I am living very humbly. I have a simple job, I live in a small house and within my means, and my fiance is unemployed by choice, not that we're rich enough to only have one of us working, but because we find that is working for us better right now. I live in a small town, I don't have large future goals.
But the country that I'm in, and the way my parents treat(ed) me makes me feel that I'm not doing what I should be, or that I should be reaching for more - and this leaves me feeling unhappy where I am at. I try my best to not be material because it does depress me. When you think, "We don't have this, we don't have that" - but I know I don't NEED That. I am able to eat, go to the doctor, and take care of my animals. Yet I have this uncomfortable undercurrent in my mind saying, "You are not happy, you need more." and it's disturbing because I look at things honestly and yes, I am happy!
How do you stay happy in a society that teaches us to hunger for "more more more!" and not be happy with what we have?
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