Hi, I am quite new to forums so I do'nt really know what I am doing. I attempted to practice Brahmacharya a while back (unsuccessfully might I add) and I could feel my kundalini flowing upwards along my spine and when it reached my heart area and I felt happier than I had ever felt before
in my life and my whole attitude and outlook on life changed and I
began to feel more generous and considerate and started doing more for
others around me. All was going well and I was enjoying this new state
of being for some time until I suddenly felt as if some entity or
persons from outside of myself where attacking me with negative
energy. I began having frightening dreams and visions which I felt
where the effects of some kind of psychic attack (I know this all
might sound slightly crazy to you but I am sure that you are open
minded) and hearing voices talking to me (some of the words which I
could not understand or I had never heard before) and visions of a
person coming in through some kind of gateway.
I felt as if my energy was now infected with some kind of negativity so
I decided that it would be best to let it go and I voluntarily
released my sexual energy (I hope that you are comfortable me
discussing this, I just really need someone to talk to about
this) and I felt it rush downwards rapidly through my heart and lower
chakra points. When I was meditating and rising up into my higher
energy centres I was not having erections while I was sleeping and it felt as though I was beginning to transcend the thought realm and my mind was clearer but now I have been feeling a bit scattered and I have been having strange and scary dreams and have not been feeling 100% myself as of late. I know that it will get better again but it is rather uncomfortable and disconcerting to say the least. What is going on? Any advice is much appreciated.
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