Re: Meditation Dificulties
Reflecting on it, I only chanted OM, that first time with my friend, and it was that occasion that led me to this forum, to seek the knowledge I need. My meditation since has been silent.
I'm unsure if you have opinion to argue this: but online there is a guru "osho" I watched a lot of his speeches on mediation, he was saying posture didn't matter as long as you felt comfortable and like you weren't going to fall asleep.
I must admit, sitting cross-legged is a real strain on my back: I'm just not flexible lmao!
I would like to have a spiritual guide. but often feel like my path is to discover it on my own. maybe I already know. for someone without a religious background I'd consider myself quite knowledgeable in most things around me, things that require insight.
I must admit though, having Ganesha around me keeps my heart at peace, and thats a feeling i have missed. for the first time, I'm starting to feel like I do have a soul. something beyond the brain itself.
The hardest part of meditating for me, is dropping expectation, how am i to discover, if i don't ask questions? it just feels like when I try to let my mind go blank, it's at that point that every issue and personal problem in my life comes flooding through my mind like an unsolved jigsaw and I cant focus.
Am i just to reflect on the thought of Ganesha himself? I feel my questions can only be answered by the divine. and I'm still borderline ignorant to their, or my own purpose.
We're the same, You and I.
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