Namaste
this person will probably go back to new York. Lots of spiritual happenings there, lats time i went i got sick from not eating enough.

I would walk a while then beg, buy food eat, repeat.
But in this survival mode there is a peace, no thoughts come to mind except thanking God for money in my bowl and food in me belly.

I forget I, then I am just one with nature, just a part of the scenery.
In
Inside houses people develop insanities. They srperate the body from Gods natural vibrations.
Living outside we learn humans place in Gods eco system

People look down on you, enough to diminish even the most arrogant jnani.
They see nothing but a filthy begger.

In this life, the Sadhu way, there is never any room for an ego.
It is our sense of freewill that causes pride and shame. This way makes the mind focus on the basics, and all sense of free will fall's away. Its all in Gods hands so to speak, mother nature, she who is my safty line in the ocean of this world.
it is for her I wear the yellow!

Those ashram swamis don't know anything till they lived at the whim of Nature. Living insid
There's an old song that comes to mind.
Living lavita loca.(the crazy life)