Hello..
I am not sure where to post this question but i hope someone can advise
It begins like this, ..Seven years ago , whilst studying , i met this woman called Meera who i discover is Hindu and was born in Mumbai but came to Europe when she was three years old. She and i became instantly very close. We would take long walks together and were very affectionate towards each other (not sexually)when we where together.
Within a short space of time i found myself falling in love with her. I never told her in fear of scaring her away , but it seemed she already new. It wasnt until i left and moved far away , an ex friend of mine told her - out of spite because she was jealous of the fact that i was in love with this woman and not her.
Meera and i broke up on bad terms before i left because she kept treating me differently when she was with her indians friends. She would treat me as if i didnt exist and often delay responding to my emails. But when we where together she was totally different. She even took me home to meet her family and call me on occasions.. Anyways because i was upset with the ball of confusion she constantly put me through i wrote her a horrible email and that was the end of it .
A couple years later i sent her an email which she responded , saying she didnt hold any grudges, but said she was surprised of my email because she considered me as a friend. How could she consider me as a friend when she treated me so badly as she did?.Anyways on the reply , I was like we can finally reconcile our friendship, but on no! within days she ingored further of my emails.
A year ago i saw her again and nothing was exchanged between us. She claims she is deeply at one with the world and open to love and in support of all issues but she seems to be such a hypocrite because to others she appears pure and centred , yet she has a very horrible side to her . I am not saying im perfect but i treated her better than anyone in my life. I have never been so open and affectionate to anyone like i have with her
The fact of why i have posted this is because of simple claifications as i am still madly in love with her and would like reconnect with her. She has been given opportunities to contact me ..She would say she is liberal and how she is so supportive same sex relationships but yet it appears that she is a ball of confusion when it comes to it all.. I am not looking to have a relationship. I will happy to just be friends..
A friend of mine told me that their is a way in which you can get someone to reconnect ..He said something on the lines of chant?.. I dont fully understand , but i am hoping someone in her can advise.
PS.. I hope i did not offend anyone in here as this is certainly not my intention
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