Namaste ji,
I am having confusion and anxiety surrounding a person from the community temple I go to and could really use some advice. I am not sure if I am misinterpreting due to my own trust issues or cultural differences, or if I am correct in my worry, and if the latter I don't know what to do that I haven't yet tried.
There is an elderly gentleman who has been quite kind to me and has taken to talking with me after aarti on Mondays. This is nice as most people smile but don't talk to me at all - which I don't mind so much, I am fairly solitary anyway, but it's nice that someone has been so overtly friendly too. He's old enough to be my grandfather, I'm pretty sure, even if I were not married I wouldn't see him as more than a friend or father-figure. But lately his behavior and language has become overly flirtatious, at least in my own estimation, and I am very uncomfortable with this.
He lately asks me if I miss him and tells me he misses me all the time, asks how often I think of him. He's called me several times in the last 24 hours, and wants to meet up for coffee or tea. When I called back, he tried to close the conversation with "I love you".
This is inappropriate behavior, in my opinion. I have tried to be clear about this, but it's not working. I've tried using respectful/formal forms of address, and when he asked me to stop I started calling him bhaiya instead of his name. He accepts that, but then makes a comment asking if he tried to take me home would my husband beat him up. I told him never mind my spouse, I would be the one to worry about.
He wants to meet for coffee tomorrow. I am thinking I will cancel it. I am not comfortable at all. He asked if he could bring the coffee to my house, would my husband be home. I truly don't even want him to know where I live at this point. But I wonder if this might be the perfect chance to lay this out and really draw my boundaries hard.
The thing is, he lives in my home town and is active in the temple I frequent and the one in my home town. So I am feeling a bit cornered too.
Am I misunderstanding the situation? Is there an actual cultural misunderstanding here? Or is he making assumptions about my moral character because I'm a white american who doesn't go to temple with my spouse? Is a little flirtation normal and not to be too worried about? Or is this really going too far, as I feel like it may be? Do I need to tie a rakhi on his wrist to get this to stop or something?
Like I said, I have trust issues anyway - particularly surrounding men. I am having a hard time finding my calm center at the moment and I don't like this dynamic at all.
Thanks so much for any advice/observations.
~Pranam-s
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