Hi folks, i am new to this forum. I actually became member of this forum to discuss about these channeled messages. So here is my story.
I am from russia so english is not my strong language so forgive me for bad grammer. I am currently staying in indonesia due to my family business. I was not a spiritual type of person but i was curious about eastern religions and their ways. So i started to read from internet on how to do meditation, contact spirit, channeling etc. after some time i tried to contact spirits during meditation but i failed obviously. but at the age of 14 i started to hear voices in my head. At begining i was so scared just by hearing these voices. My parents took me to the psychiatrists for treatments but the voices keep getting strong. At first these voices were like unclear whisperings, nothing was making sense at that time. Then i started to feel someone standing right beside me constantly. I cant see someone but i knew there was always something lurking. After few months one night i woke up by a sudden jerk. As i woke up my mind was trembled by the voice, it was clear now but by just hearing it my whole body shuddered. Its like turning on a vibrator in your body.
The first words were " hear me". I was so scared to hear something like that. The presence of someone invisible was suddenly stong at that time. The voice keep saying that many times. Each time it was sounding more impatient than before. After i muster some courage i tried spoke to whoever tried to speak me, i cried out " who are you"(strangely that voice was speaking in russian and english randomly) no response!!!. All voices stopped, so i thought maybe it stopped on its own but just after few seconds i star to hear again the same voices. Now the voice spoke " you finally heard me, xxxxxx(my name)", the conversation after that is below(all is in russian and some times even in english, and i recreated it since i dont remember it now, it is not accurate, and its a recreation)
Part 1
Me- who are you? What do you want?
Voice- who am i? Why do i tell you?and to tell you what i want is...worthless.
Me- leave me alone, you (curses).
Voice- you shouldnt used that language, i am not your slave (curses).
Me- stop speaking to me, get out!!!
Voice- never, i will never leave you. You are the only one who can converse with me.
Me- get out now, go talk with someone else.
Voice- you dont order me, how dare you order me!!
Me- you are a ghost, get out.
Voice- thats true, i am a ghost.
Me- then leave me, dont speak to me.
(I felt a pressure on my chest, it was like someone put a hand on it)
Me-dont touch me(curses)
Voice-listen fool, i am attached to you, you called me.
Me- i never called anyone, you (curses).
Voice- (curses) i am asking you to not use that language or i will kill you
Me- you cant kill me, or you would have already done it.
Voice - thats not true, i can kill you but i prefer not. You called me when you did that foolish thing what do you call it meditation. You were so (curses) to call spirits in this way. See what you have done, you called me. Now i cant leave you, i want to ensure my salvation. I need you.
Me- what do you mean, when i did meditation i called you?
Voice- yes, you concentrated on calling out spirits but you were not specific. As for me i picked your call.
Me- then why cant you leave?
Voice- i can leave you if i want but then it will be like wasting a beautiful opportunity.
Me- if you can leave then leave now, go find someone else.
Voice- you are ordering me again, it not that easy, people call out to spirits, sometimes they succeed and sometimes they fail. The connection between the spirit and the caller is severed when the caller end his process. But as for you it didnt since you didnt know anything about it.
Me- but what do you want with me?
Voice- nothing physically.
Me- then why do you want to attach with me?
Voice- because i want to move on from this world but there is no one who can do that for me. You will be the tool for me to ensure i will go to the next phase.
Me- tool!!! You dare use me, i will throw you out myself no matter what i have to do.
Voice- sad, very sad. You will throw me out.(laugh) thats just laughable. To throw a spirit out of someone body or house requires an above average power. There is no one in 100 mile radius can do that. Hold.... There is no one in this whole country could do that.
Me- you are lying. There are churches here in my area.i will go to priest and with their help i will make you leave.
Voice- when i told you there is no one strong enough to do that i meant true.
The priest in (describing name of church) cant do it since he dont know how to remove ghost from his own house. Yes he has a spirit in his house. And he is searching for how to get rid of it. You should know there is no one here will help you except me.
Me- what nonsense you are not here to help me. You want something else. You are descieving me.
Voice - i want something else. But i can help you if you want. Depth of My wisdom is too deep. No one can reach that kind of wisdom in his whole life. I am ready to give it to you on one condition. Just accept me in your mind and soul as your teacher and everything will be fine.
Me- i dont believe you. You are tricking me into giving my minds control to you. I have saw films where ghost possess the people.
Voice- possession is not my style. Have you not heard of ear ghosts. If you have not then find it. I dont posseess someone. It is not a descent way to get what you wanted. I am not tricking you, nor i want your body. My offer was to give you my wisdom inturn you giving me a teachers license. So simple...maybe not.
Me- why do you want my permission to do that. You can talk with me anyway and there is no stopping you.
Voice- planting what i want to say to you costs more energy. I am not very keen on wasting it. If you accept me as you teacher i will not force you to do anything. I will use something else to communicate with you. I will even leave you alone if you like.
Imagine wisdom far grater than anything in this world. Ask me anything, any secrets about anything. I will tell you.
Me- you are bluffing, ghost dont know anything thats why they are ghost. I have read that ghost are those whose some wishes are not completed. Thats why they are stuck
Voice- so does that change anything. I am not going anywhere. Its you who has to decide. Its either a wisdom or torment. Both are your choices.
Me- give me some time.
Voice- 24 hours. Same time tomorrow.
Me- you will not disturb me in mean time.
Voice- stop ordering me. I will not accept any of your commands. I gave you 24 hours. Nothing more.
Then the voice stopped.
As my parents are atheist if i would have told them about this i think i might have ended up in mental asylum. So next day i visited a church to see if he really was telling truth. I met with the priest that the voice described earlier. I asked him about ghosts and gradually discussion came on the hauntings. Then priest himself told me about the hauntings in his house. So it was true what he said. When i was just leaving church i heard the voice again and i was shocked to see that he can come in church.
Voice- checking the claims now are you?
Me- how can you come in church.
Voice- why not, does church stop someone from coming here?
Me- you are a ghost, you cant be here?
Voice- there is no way this church can stop me from coming here. This church contains very low energy. Very less people come here often. Thats why there is relatively low energy here.
Me- so that means you can come in any church and other religious places?
Voice- yes, but where there is higher energy i cant pull off this telepathy. My powers wont work in higher energy places.
After that no response. At night when deadline ended the ghost spoke again
Voice- what did you decide?
Me- since youre going to behave as a leech no matter what i do, i will accept your offer. Just one condition that you wont try to possess me.
Voice- you dont have to worry about that. Now just accept me as your guide and everything will be allright.
I did what he told me, i closed my eyes and thought about the voice and me giving him the position of guide. I did that for like 10 minutes but i didnt know it worked or not. After like an hour i heard the voice again but it was not in my mind it was from near my right ear. It was like someone was speaking in my ear. I was so shocked to experience something like that.
Voice- now you know why i called myself ear ghost. We talk in the ears of our contractee. Before i was not able to make a connection with you, so i had to plant my thoughts in your mind but now when you accepted me as your teacher you gave me that connection. Now i am completely attached with you.
Me- you tricked me, you just wanted to torment me. You are evil.
Voice- there is no evil. And it was a harmless deception. Now i can tell you about my real objective. We ghosts or spirits or whatever you call us are not always bound to your plane. When a person dies his soul/conciousness releases from the body. Now the soul gets to go to the different 10 planes. These are different dimensions. The souls who have not accumulated enough energy find himself stuck in last dimension which is closer to your plane. To pass the 10th plane you have to have a specific amount of energy. Fortunately when i died i did have more energy than the specified amount but i trapped here but thats a different story, or i cant tell you now...i cant decide it.
Me- what are you? you want to release from this plane to go higher isnt it? So you want help of me, and the only way you are going to do this by sucking my energy arent you?
Voice- you are right about sucking energy. I want your energy to free myself but let me tell you a concept.
Me- go to hell, i am not going to let you take my energy
Voice- stop babbling, you can not do anything about it now. But i will make it upto you by giving you the wisdom.
Me- are you insane why i would want your (curses)wisdom. Get the (curses) out of here.
Suddenly i felt a sharp pressure on my forearm. The skin where i felt the pressure was turned red.
Voice- i dont like when someone disrespect me you (curses) child. I would have break your hand if i wished. So beware of me while speaking with me.
Me- you manipulated me ,how can i trust you?
Voice- you dont have an option. I lost a bunch of energy while grabbing your arm. It means i will have to suck more of your energy. Stop making me angry.
Me- do as you please, but dont expect me to be your slave. I will not follow your orders if thats what you want.
Voice- i dont want to give orders. Its not my style. I am more of an angel than ghost.
Me- you and angel, then i am god.
Voice- maybe you are fully right this time.
Me- what do you mean
Voice- nothing. Do you want to know why i stucked?
Next part i will shortly post. I am doing this because it was someones wish.
To be continued.......
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