I am sure we all read that Tarini has two beejas Treem and Streem. Treem is supposedly cursed by Vashista? I dont understand that concept considering Treem mantra is also a beeja for Tripura sundari and the rishi is Markandeya. Also i sharaba sahasranama there is a mantra treem kleem. Plus trim is a beeja for trishula. So how can it be cursed? I dont understand what it means to me if i chant treem? Because personally i felt a lot of self confidence and empowerment when i chant hreem treem hum phat? Does anyone have any idea regarding this topic? I just couldnt connect to the variant hreem streem hum phat. What do i do now? Continue with treem or change it to streem even though i dont connect to it?