Namskāra everyone,
I'm not exactly sure that this is a thread where I can relax... I'm down here on a friend's property for the summer as I had thought, but I'm not working. I have to be working, and things are not moving along as fast as I want it to, and the state is after me for money I haven't been able to pay back for nearly 15 years. I'm getting depressed and stressed out. Why is it that Sanātanis here in the US are successful, but I am not? How come I can't do the things they can do, be a doctor, a president of a tech company, an engineer, a mother/grandmother? It's like I'm forever stuck in a child's position... What did I do to deserve a "red neck" fate, even though I'm not a red neck?? My whole life has been like this, struggling from one job to the next, hating the jobs with a black passion. I've never found what I wanted to do. I'm just frozen in inaction, depressed, scared, dismayed, disappointed.
Praṇāma...
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