Hi, everyone. Unfortunately, since I started learning that religion I am always afraid of something bad to happen. I am gay. And I used to tell my friends or other gay guys about others. What if because of me some gay person got tortured or killed? Will the same happen to me in this or next life? I feel terrible. I don't want to live. Actually, I want to kill myself because every day I am afraid someone will kill me. If karma is about what you do the same will be done for you then I will be killed, right? Unfortunately, I can't remember all the gay people I know to check whether they are ok. What should I do in my situation?