Namaste all.
I decided to leave Sri Vaishnavism.This religion doesn't appel to me.And I am really disappointend.
In Christianity you can see that a person is saved thanks to God's grace.Some Sri Vaishnavas told me that I can obtain moksha only by God'grace.
I think that the truth is very different.It seems that I must save my-self only though my own effort and thought the destruction of my humanity.
A Sri Vaishnava even told me that Lord Vishnu would be "forced" to punish me in order to destroy that karma accrued tought sins.And with the words "sins" that person was referring to material desires and not to sins like killing,etc.
In Catholicism God gives salvation both to a chaste priest and to married people that have a normal sexual life and satisfy material pleasure like go to the bar,go out in the evening,etc.
I noted that in Sri Vaishnava God gives Mokshna and judge you by what yo don't do.I did read about a woman that leaved Hare Krishna and became a christian for this same reason.
I mean that a person could living an austere life (not watching tv,sex only for procreation,etc) and yet to be a wicked person.Someone could be materialistic and yet to be a good person.
I consider Sri Vaishnava rules too extreme rules,particularly when one looks at other religions like Christianity.
I don't understand why after some hourses spended daily in spiritual activities I can't watch a film in the evening or play videogames,or listen to musics.
I considered the rule "sex only for procreation" an extreme rule.I feel that there is something wrong in the path I followed until some days ago.I am not insulting Sri Vaishnavism at all.And I am not saying that his rules are wrong.I am saying that in my heart I feel that there is something wrong.
I am not able to understand how Lord Vishnu may be mercyful while he doesn't give moksha unless a vaishnava reject all material pleasure.
This kind of life gave me mental problem.The psycologist where I go told me that in order to not "lose" my mind I need to go out with my friends.
In this time a friend of mine is very busy.But when I will see him,I will ask him if I can go go out in the evening with him and his friends.
As Sri Vaishnava I only builded an house of cards!THis spiritual path doesn't appeal to me.
I really understand that woman who leaved Hare Krishna and became a christian.She said the in Hare Krishsna religion one is judged by what one doesn't.I must say that this is true even in Sri Vaishnavism.I repeat that Sri Vaishnavism and general Vaishnavism really disappointed me.I am not sure that it is its fault.Probabily it is just a problem of mine.
Very probabily I will become a Shivaite.
I appreciated what Arjuna quoted about Shaivi Siddhanta.
Here is what Sri Subramunia Swami, a Guru of Shaiva-siddhanta's Nandinatha-parampara, writes:
"The purpose of sexual union is to express and foster love's beautiful intimacy and to draw husband and wife together for procreation. While offering community guidance, Hinduism does not legislate sexual matters. Aum.
Sexual intercourse is a natural reproductive function, a part of the instinctive nature, and its pleasures draw man and woman together that a child may be conceived. It also serves through its intimacy to express and nurture love. It is love which endows sexual intercourse with its higher qualities, transforming it from an animal function to a human fulfillment. Intensely personal matters of sex as they affect the family or individual are not legislated, but left to the judgment of those involved, subject to community laws and customs. Hinduism neither condones nor condemns birth control, sterilization, masturbation, homosexuality, petting, polygamy or pornography. It does not exclude or draw harsh conclusions against any part of human nature, though scripture prohibits adultery and forbids abortion except to save a mother's life. Advice in such matters should be sought from parents, elders and spiritual leaders. The only rigid rule is wisdom, guided by tradition and virtue. The Vedas beseech, "May all the divine powers together with the waters join our two hearts in one! May the Messenger, the Creator and holy Obedience unite us." Aum Namah Sivaya."
http://www.himalayanacademy.com/reso...andala-15.html
In Tirumantiram, a Shaiva-siddhanta Tamil holy text, it is written:
"19 PARIYANGA YOGA
825: Pleasures of Sex Union Will Abide
If Breath Control is Properly Practiced
Anointing her body with unguents diverse
Bedecking her tresses with flowers fragrant
Do you enjoy the damsel in passion's union;
If you but know how to shoot
Prana breath through the Spinal Cavity
Your enjoyment never ceases.
826: If Breath is Controlled Delicious Enjoyment
For Partners in Sex Union Results
When they seek enjoyment
The breath stands still;
The full breasted damsel and the goodly man
Stand in union exalted;
As liquid silver and gold
Their passion's emissions
In rapture commingles.
827: Duration of Enjoyment Lengthens
If Breath is Controlled
In the copulatory yoga that is practised
By the hero and the heroine
Upward they drive the coach of breath
That has its wheels in regions right and left;
There they collect the waters of the heaven
And never the organs tiring know."
http://www.himalayanacademy.com/reso...ntraThree.html
These quoted of course show that Shaivi-siddhanta spiritual lifestyle is more moderate that Sri Vaishnavism'lifestyle.
I consider right what Shri Bhakti yoga Seeker wrote in the thread procreation.
Passion CAN be an evil force for some but it can also be beneficial to others as well. I believe (through my OWN experiences) that you can combine material and spiritual energy and have positive results. I believe you can also use material enjoyment for spiritual purposes as well. Passion as with anything (good or bad) should be checked and balanced. As to the comment that sexual pleasure is no pleasure at all, this is completely delusional.
By http://www.hinduism.it/zzinduismo.htm
Purushartha , the four purposes of life
The principles which regulate the man's life in its becoming :
Their attainment aims at the realisation of a happy existence, satisfying the material and spiritual needs in harmony with the etich laws and in consideration of the ultimate purpose.
Dharma, the universal ethic order
The principle which harmonises the other purposes of life and represents the universal ethic laws which rule all the manifest universe.
Artha, the welfare
The realisation of the general welfare, related also to the material conditions and to the means necessary to maintain a good health and a satisfying social condition.
Kama, the desire
The desire which supports any action corresponding to dharma and an harmonious enjoyment of the sensory pleasures and the goods available.
Moksha, the liberation
The liberation from the cycle of incarnations and from the slavery of the ego, to recognise what we have always been, one in God and one with God.
The ultimate aim of life and achievement of a long journey of development is the recognition, which will be reached by all human beings, of their own divine nature or better that the only Reality beyond the illusoriness of the world, is God.
These internet quoted combine harmoniously the material and spiritual life.
I consider wrong the fact that after some hourses spended daily in spiritual activities I can't watch a film in the evening or play videogames,or listen to music.Sri Vaishnavism say that "lust" is very dangerous.The problem is that according to Sri Vaishnavism even making love (which is different from making sex) between married person and masturbation are "lust".These doctrine sounds a lot words spoken from zelous christian from mediaval age.!!
I am surprised to see that Sri Vaishnava didn't tell me that I will go to hell!!!
I can't continue to follow Sri Vaishnavism.
I repeat that in Catholicism God gives salvation both to a chaste priest and to married people that have a normal sexual life and satisfy material pleasure like go to the bar,go out in the evening,etc.
Sri Vaishnava's view are too much different.I hope the reades did understand what kind of hindu spiritual tradition I am looking for.
Please could someone tell me if Shaivism is suitable for me?
And exactly what shaivite tradiction should I follow?
Please note that I am not interested in monistic shaivism like Kashmir shivaism.I want to follow a devotional tradiction like Vira-Shaiva and Shaiva-Siddhanta.
Regards,
Orlando.
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