There are many mysteries to this realm, more than I even care to uncover. But, thankfully, this is one I do not fear, nor struggle to understand.
This being, wrapped inside a rotting, flesh covered vehicle is real enough to come here and post this...
Even when this organic vessel ceases to exist, I will remain.
As my own Mother who stood before me dying, witnessed the movement of that Divine energy on that fateful day and was prescient enough to describe it....I remain.
As her own fading image came before me in a twilight vision cutting two strawberries, one tiny, bitter and green...the other as big as her hand, sweet, ripe and brilliantly red. She said...."The one's from India are better."
I was still young and did not understand this moment, until I began to dig deeper. Then this thing written down to remember was read again with the eyes of a more enlightened being and you know it made perfect sense.
Two other beings, Descartes and Kant had a portion of this same argument, albeit at different times. Descartes says I think therefore I am....and so are you because I am...I can validate you by my own existence.
Kant is a bit more particular...
He says I think...there for I am...but as for you? You're on your own. I am not egotistical enough to validate your existence. I think he almost had it. Because truly, We are not because We think.
We are...and because of this... W
e think.
So, Boo...I can not say if you are here or not....you have to dig deep and work that out on your own.
I promise you, if you bang against the wall of your confinement cell enough....someone will come to check the lock and verify this for you. But you have to bang rather hard...
As for me? This being plunders through this realm, a portion of everything rests inside of this despicable, wretched vessel. I am a billion stories and histories. I am every name, every story, every child, every mother...every father even.
I am this and it is me and I exist enough, that I rose from sleep with the inclination to come tell you so.
One blessed, blessed, wonderful day...I will return to that greater portion, leaving this place behind. Hopefully given the chance to simply sing there at His feet for eternity.
This place is so thick with misinformation. Confused beings, in an attempt to be mentally at ease, come from all sides trying to discourage any forward movement by the portions around them. As this disturbs them greatly.
It's as if there were two great bodies of water. One higher and one lower. This lower, is a great sea of ignorance. The ones who can not swim to this higher one, grab onto the ones who can swim and try to drag them both down. Not out of malice, mostly. But, out of a desire to avoid being disturbed by witnessing this movement upward to an area they do not understand.
There's many things, such as cell phones, televisions and mortgages to make this even more difficult.
It's as if this whole world were simply hell(ignorance). Designed to keep the truth well hidden. A place where the Truth(SD) is scattered so far from this home that I have to use the internet to locate it. A place where most of what I wrote above would be considered insane by the culture around me.
I think a part of understanding this all and accepting it, is the ability to know that, to the others, we may look completely crazy and yet we still do not care.
You have to be brave and strong to release yourself from humanity's strangle hold.
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