Namaste all.
I must confess that I leaved Sri Vaishnavism because of my ego and material desires of mine.
By reading the questions at http://www.srivaishnavan.com/faq_iswara.html and the answers and the answers at http://www.srivaishnavan.com/ans_iswara.html#1 I can't deny that Lord Vishnu/Narayana is really the true God of Vedes and hindu scriptures in general.
My decision of leaving Sri Vaishnavism was caused even by my ignorance about Upanishad.
I decided to be again a Sri Vaishnava.I am sorry about the bad things that I said in Hindudharmaforums about vaishnava religion.That words of mine were caused by my ignorance about Upanishad and hindu religion in general.
I am sorry that my computer is damaged now.I saved many hindu texts(including almost all Upanishads in it).One day I will buy a new computer.It is very old.But first I will make repair my actual computer.As you know I have access to Internet though a pubblic computer.
I saved many vaishnava stotras in some CDs.
In these days I will can just to do much Rama-Nama.
And I will can read a book copy of Bhagavad-Gita.I have buyed one some months ago.When I will be payed again in the place where I work I will buy the Bhagavad-Gita with commentary by Srimad Ramanuja Acharya.
My journey toward Vaikuntha has restarted.But I am aware that this journey will be very much long.
Regards,
Orlando.
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