Originally Posted by
ZarryT
It is pretty much impossible to describe but i'll give it a go anyway.
It's a combination of two things: an isolated experience, and the subsequent rationalization of that experience.
First, the experience:
One finds oneself in a "nowhere" - the external world is gone, there is no space, no objects, no things. There is an image, something is "seen" but it's not really anything, like an infinite fractal formless kaleidoscope. There is a particular sound, but it is like the sound of all sounds simultaneously. There is a tactile sensation, like being comfortably tickled all over at once, inside and out, and it has a temperature which is like a hot coolness, a freezing burn. Everything about it is just so, just perfect. It is like the product of the contraction of all possible extremes into one point.
The sound is like OM, with a perpetual "DINGGGGGGGGGG" at a perfect pitch.
The overwhelming feeling is one of "OOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH", which is both an "ooooooooooooooooooh that feels so good" and also an "OHHHHH I SEE!!!!"
All thought and contemplation ceases; only awareness remains.
Secondly, the rationalization:
One becomes aware of having omniscience and omnipotence, and as a result, doesn't want to know ANYTHING or DO anything, because it becomes unreal. To lose all human boundaries and limitations, and recognize oneself as god, is simultaneously the greatest liberation and relief, and also the greatest loneliness and boredom; if you can do anything you want instantaneously, you don't want to do anything at all! you're happy to just sit still and be what your are, because what you are is infinitely compelling, intriguing and amazing.
One then discovers the purpose of human ignorance; it is to give you something to do, to give reason to thinking, moving, talking.
Liberation makes you understand why you have the limits in the first place.
It is as if beforehand, you are playing football. Then in the moment of liberation, the goals, the ball, the lines, the referee and all the other players disappear. Then you realise that all you want to do is play ball, so the lines, the goals, the referee and the players all come back.
This is why i say that bliss is boring; it's great, because it's bliss - but there's nothing to do!!!
You also recognize that the experience itself is in a way pointless - no one NEEDS to experience it, unless they DO experience it!
You recognize your life as a form of entertainment - like watching a play, a movie, a T.V. show in which you are the main character, and that bliss is the ad-break / interval.
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